So I am officially done "breastfeeding". Whew. I will admit that I am a lot happier and more functional. I made the decision a couple of weeks ago to just be done with my whole pumping routine. It was becoming quite tedious and was difficult to supervise Sophia from one spot. There were at least a few
occasions where I heard mysterious noises and thumps from other rooms! ;)
I lasted about 4 months with Sophia and about 5 weeks with Leo. BUT...I tried to have a supply of
breastmilk in the freezer for him and I think after all was said and done, it was almost 3 gallons, which is kinda weird to think about. I sort of
envisioned a grocery store shelf with three gigantic gallon jugs of my
breastmilk and I must admit I was a little grossed out. On a more personal note, and perhaps some
TMI, I was apparently feeding Leo spoiled
breastmilk that I must have left out too long or something. Anyway, all day he was spitting up some yucky looking stuff and then it dawned on me... Maybe something was wrong with the milk? So after a smell test and still not being quite sure I decided to take a considerable swig to see if I could taste anything funky. Well let me just say that funky doesn't describe the wretched taste in my mouth! Not only did I feel like some sort of new-breed cannibal, but I felt like the worst mother in the world for feeding him this stuff, not once but at least 3 times!!!! Needless to say, I threw all the thawed stuff out (which broke my heart just a little at a time) and vowed to only thaw in the fridge from now on. 3 gallons of milk doesn't last as long as you might think!
The only down-side to stopping the pump is that I've lost my little reading corner moment that I got each day. At least once a day, someone else would feed Leo while I pumped and I utilized that time to catch up on my reading...it was wonderful! Since then I haven't been able to make it past page 100 very easily in my new book club book, which sadly is my choice! Yikes...I better get on it...and quick!
Once the supply in the freezer is gone, he'll be on formula 100%. I'm okay with it, I mean even though we've been mixing the
breastmilk and the formula he has at least gotten my milk for a couple of months. We did start him on some fancy formula that is designed for
gassiness and fussiness, and I'm not sure it's working. He has some seriously foul gas smells, which is just not normal for a tiny baby! The pediatrician thought this might help. I'm not convinced that it has, maybe it's just because I don't want to have to buy the expensive stuff again! Isn't that horrible! But seriously, once I went to generic formula with Sophia, we saved so much more money in a month. Only time will tell!
He is a beautiful, healthy growing boy and we love him more and more every day, no matter what he drinks!